I was chilling before I gt result....
Because I was scared...

I was chilling after I gt result....
Because I was dissapointed...

3 years ago,I chose to cry in the public...
I didnt know how to control my emotion...

But now,I didnt cry....
I chose to endure....
In that moment, I felt hopeless....
Dont know what to do...

Everyone is better than me...
and now,I had to admit,I AM THE LOSER